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I live my life by the rules, and the rules are set by me.

The Girl


-minshan-
&; ah mao
&; 29.o4.1987
&; nanhua girl + sa + nanyang business school undergraduate
&; mao 5 club

-typical taurean-
&; loyal
&; practical
&; determined
&; resourceful
&; stubborn
&; short-tempered

-hearts-
&; jay chou
&; S.H.E. >> Hebe
&; R&B
&; chinese songs
&; watching tv
&; ball games
&; singing
&; gossiping
&; mahjong-ing
&; sleeping

-loathes-
&; betrayers
&; liars
&; backstabbers
&; bullies

Wish Upon a *Star


To be richer
Good grades
See jay chou
Go to jay's every concert
Happier life
Adapt to university life

SweetHearts


|SookYee|
|Bena|
| |HuangPing|
|Elyse|
|Hubert|
|Abby|
|JieFang|
|Katherine|
|Class A51|
|Feebs|
|YeanLing|
|JieSung|
|YueKai|


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!Saturday, February 18, 2006

juz last week.. i was feeling like shit.. reeli had nightmares bout Alvls.. i cannot stand it.. i dun wish to get it so fast last week.. but now.. i am sure i wanna noe my results the coming friday.. orh please.. asap plz.. the mental torment is reeli bad.. creating nightmares of my own.. reeli.. i believe wad i saw in the nightmares were my worries n it proves how frightened i am currently.. everytime ppl start to ask bout Alvls now.. my stomach feels weird.. i feel like vomiting as well.. i wonder during the results day, will i be running to the toilet frequently.. coz when i am nervous... everything in the stomach comes out..

i muz say.. i tried my best in every question i attempted.. i felt i did okie.. but who can be so confident to say he/she himself/herself will do super well.. i dun need excellent results.. i juz need something i deserve.. coz i reeli work so hard during my JC life.. gave up alot juz to study... i cannot imagine if i do badly.. can i take it.. coz nv in my life i reeli put in so much effort n time juz to study.. study is something so alien to me in pri n sec sch.. i hate studying.. nevertheless... i hope i can prepare myself for the worst.. everytime ppl tell me, or i keep telling myself.. dun hope for too much.. but i cannot.. i am juz a human being n wld haf dreams n hopes.. wad if i reeli cannot make it.. wad if... wad if.. many wad ifs... haix....

pplz.. as u can see.. i am reeli so stressed up... juz tt i dun reeli show it.. i can foresee myself running home to watch the news on monday.. i juz wanna hear the newscaster say "Alvls results release on friday, 24th feb" .. plz dun torture me anymore......

anyway.. my working hours change le.. from 7am to 5.30pm!~ i like going home earlier.

Shanny
; @ 9:24 PM